Voices
Carry
by Takani Megumi X
Instrumental
"Maybe I should go after her?" Kaoru looked
uncomfortable at the thought, but she wasn't going to let the other
woman out alone in her state.
"Let me," piped up the normally retiring
Tsubame. Although her confidence had increased over the course of
her relationship with Yahiko and his friends, she was still by far the
shyest of the group. She smiled at everyone's shock. "Well,
I know you all think I don't know her very well. You're right, I
don't. But I do know what it's like to be scared and alone and
confused." She looked almost embarrassed. Certainly it was
one of the longest speeches she'd made about herself.
"What's the point? The Kitsune is gone.
And she ain't comin' back."
"I wouldn't be so sure about that, Sano. She's
more scared of you than you are of her." Kenshin couldn't help
grinning at the utterly befuddled expression on his tall friend's
face.
"While you all sit around and explain to him what a
fool he's being, I'm going to go find Megumisan." The youngest
woman of the group rose and followed the path Megumi had taken.
She didn't have to go far to find her quarry, a fact
which relieved her greatly. Considering that she was far and away
the least tactically trained of the group, she didn't doubt that if
she'd had to actually search, she would have gotten hopelessly
lost. The small park triangle down the block, however, was in
easy view of the bar, and the lone weeping figure on one of the benches
easy to discern from her even less fortunate neighbors.
"Megumisan?" As she approached the doctor,
Tsubame wondered what she was going to say, exactly, to the lovely
older woman. The whole situation wasn't really her business, she
felt, nor was it really her place to interfere -- but to leave it to
one of the guys would be disastrous. And the very thought of
Kaoru actually going out of her way to talk to Megumi when she was
married to the man Megumi had loved from the first made the softhearted
Tsubame shudder. Granted, Megumi had had time to work past it,
and seemed to have done so admirably. Still, some things Just
Weren't Done.
The sound Megumi made in response was more of a
whimper than anything else, a strangled sob that made her wince even as
she looked up at the younger woman, not even trying to hide the
tearstreaks that marred her features.
"May I sit?" When the older woman nodded,
Tsubame did so, close enough to talk low and be heard but far enough to
maintain a comfort zone. "I'm not going to ask you to talk to me
if you don't want to, Megumisan, but you shouldn't be alone."
"I appreciate that," the doctor said, a trace of a
smile managing its weak way through her tears. "Although I'm
wondering if I shouldn't finally admit to myself that it's possible
I've been alone too long..."
That rueful statement caught Tsubame's attention as
nothing else could have. Takani Megumi was not known for being
forthcoming with her personal feelings. Other than those which
she had harbored long and fruitlessly for Kenshin, of course, she was
largely an emotional enigma to even her close friends. And yet,
here she was on a park bench, exposing a part of herself that most of
them had probably never suspected.
"But Megumisan, you're almost never alone!"
The words were out of her mouth before the implications hit Tsubame.
The beautiful, talented, and much-loved doctor was
lonely. It was true that she was almost never alone in the
literal sense, Tsubame reflected briefly. Between the busy
practice she now shared with Dr. Genzai, the frequent visits to the
dojo and many other friends she had made over the years, Megumi was
still very much a woman, with the same basic wants and needs of any
other woman her age. It was surprising that such an accomplished
and capable woman, who was so obviously loved by many, wanted for
love. The problem, the young girl decided, was that the love she
was receiving was not the kind one looked for. It was not what she had
found with Yahiko, or what Kaoru had with Kenshin. That was what
Megumi needed -- and could have it, if she wasn't so busy running
away.
For indeed, that was exactly what was
happening. This whole night so far had been entertaining,
certainly, but more importantly it was revealing quite a lot about the
friends with whom Tsubame had been growing closer since her friendship
with Yahiko had begun blossoming into something more.
Sanosuke's choice of a song had apparently had a
deeper effect on Megumi than anyone had realized.
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